Autor: Manny-grumpy-mammoth
who i am?
I am my own World,
but my world being a place with no other people...
Im very lonly and i dont can change it.
So many peoples i lost, so many things of my own i lost.
Do you remember me? I dont do it!
People need each other, but i didnt have someone.
No friend, no girlfriend
There only my ill perents and my egoistic brother
Far away the World, the world of my past...
In my past, i do great things and meet very much great persons, but now im allone and for my own...
I want to change it, but i dont see any way for me.
My wish to die is stopped, but my wish to life too...
There is nothing importend for me...
I dont walk the street, becouse i dont want to see the other people which being happy, in love or some other great feelings.
I dont see pain, like in my Past, i see happienes, but only for other people and never for my.
I change my world very hard for some girl i very like, but she leaf me and no i doesnt got anything.
What can i do?
The Last year was very hard and in this time my mind everytime is changing.
So much changing that i lost myself and my live.
Which way out i can find? Kill myself isnt away, but which other ways i can find?